Hey there.
Like Johanna just told you. You need to care about urself. Do things that makes YOU happy. Do things that u enjoy, interests etc. You can't just sit along alone just thinking of him, i mean, you can but u wanted to become better, right?
So, everytime you think of him, think like.. "Oh, father, i miss you! But lets do something that will make us both happy." and try go do something instead.
Do you really think that ur dad want you to be sad just because he is gone? Come on mate, he loves you. He is in ur heart. Be happy, do the life. Remember, if u ever need to have a lonely night, for urself, i shouldnt stop you. Take ur time, but dont take that much that you will miss all the good and funny things!
Keep it up! Love, Anders.
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